Things that have been bothering me lately… Yes, I’m going to go ahead and Vent now. I’ll try to make this as unpainful as possible.
1. One of my ex so-called friends, the one I used to say was like my sister, had the nerve to call and ask if I was still mad?!? Okay well considering how she’s done nothing to fix the situation she started how am I supposed to feel towards her? I think I’m beyond being mad at this point. It’s been too long. However, she did disrespect me and that’s not easily forgotten. She did this to me before and I gave her the benefit of the doubt even after everyone else told me she was bad news and to just drop her. I wish I had listened then so I wouldn’t be as butt hurt about it now. I let myself get waaayyy too attached to her so it’s very hard for me to talk to her now. I just can’t find the words to describe my feelings to her. However, if she really cares about me (this isn’t the first time she’s called) then I believe she should push a little harder to get it out of me and try to fix things. But her lack of interest just proves how bad of a friend she is (she only calls to invite me to parties but avoids a real conversation).
2. Okay so I’m on birth control. It was a good idea at first, one shot every three months. No worries right? WRONG! I’m on week three of the never-ending visit from aunt flow. This totally fucks with my system! I’m all achy and tired! But apparently it’s normal. My body is trying to adjust to the medicine. And this stuff is hardcore cos it does have to last the whole three months! I’m starting to wish I had gone on the pill but I don’t think I would remember to take it all the time. Blah! I just gotta be patient cos eventually aunt flow is supposed to leave for good. On the other hand, it’s super effective birth control cos you feel so nasty that you don’t even want to be touched so no worries about babies there lol!
3. Friends who constantly bail on me can kiss my ass! UGH!
Okay I’m done for now… but only cos I have to leave now. I’m sure I’ll find more to bitch about later lol. Ciao loves.