Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
So I finally quit my stupid job at the car plant. I just couldn’t deal with it anymore. It was getting worse and worse everyday and I knew it would never get better.
I’m working at a bank now (the one with a bear in the logo) as a telephone banking customer service rep. I’m almost done with the 5 week training course. I’ve made some cool new friends there who are all my age (yay no more old guys going through their mid-life crisis!).
I had to put school off for the summer. I’m starting to feel like I’m getting to old and should be further along in my studies than I actually am. But whatever I guess. I’m doing my best all things considered.
I think I burned out a bunch of people. That’s the only explanation I can come up with of why my phone never rings anymore. I hope that this new job (which I’m totally loving!) helps change me into a more positive person. I left the plant completely jaded and hating life. I can’t force people to love me let alone like me. But maybe now I’ll be worthy of… something?… I dunno.
I’m just rambling again. Which is why I stopped updating. Cos I have nothing cool to say.
God help me I’m so lame.